I take one step forward and three steps back
I don't know what it is i can't relax
I'm always stressed out
Shit im f*cking stressed now
I need to let it go
But i can't f*cking let it go
I need to calm down
Thats why I'm getting high now
But i don't think thats good for me
I think its what i need
Where my friends at
Where the f*ck my friends at
Shit i don't know
I ain't ever had those no
And my family
I dont trust my family
No way no
They don't understand me
I need to let it go
But i can't f*cking let it go
I need to calm the f*ck down
Thats why I'm getting drunk now
But i don't think thats good for me
I think its what i need
I just had a conversation sub consciously
Honestly I'm all about honesty i doubt myself constantly
Don't forget me when you make it promise me
Why don't you follow me this shit bothers me
I feel like I'm living out a prophecy
I feel like i got no privacy
How come you don't make any time for me
I guess your to famous to reply to me
Bitch you don't appreciate the person that I'm tryna be
Im f*cked up cause this f*cked up economy
When i finally got some peace and quiet ill be like finally
Damn i got so much anxiety
Im not where I'm supposed to be but soon ima always be
Grateful for the people thats close to me and hopefully
I can get through all the shit I'm going through emotionally
But only time will tell so lets see what the future holds for me