Sometimes, i get the feeling that its only me
Going through the things that ive been going through but i know that couldnt be
Some nights, i get the feeling that im all alone
Honestly its pretty cool with me cuz its the only thing i know
And it gets hard sometimes
When im up in my head
I keep telling myself time and time again
Things would be better off if i were dead
And it gets hard sometimes
When im up in my head
I keep telling myself time and time again
Things would be better off if i were dead
Some nights, instead of dealing I just sit and drink
Id rather have this poison pumping through my f*cking bloodstream
Than have to feel a thing
Some nights, i get the notion i should just end it all
Been missing Heroin so much of the time, all i do is drink alcohol
And it gets hard for me
When im up in my head
I keep telling myself time and time again
Things would be better off if i were dead
And it gets hard for me
When im up in my head
I keep telling myself time and time again
Things would be better off if i were dead