Anxiety Video (MV)

I never meant to say those things that I said to you
I didn't want to drag you down with me too
I never meant for you to have to see
What I call the darkest part of me
I lose my shit more often than I'd like to admit
It's just a side effect of living the way I live

I admit a lot of things in the midst of a panic attack
I admit a lot of shit that I wish that I could just take back
I admit a lot of things in the midst of a panic attack
I admit a lot of shit that I wish that I could just take back

It's not that it wasn't the truth
Or that I didn't mean it
I just tend to keep to myself
And I promise that that's for a reason
I get worked up I get stressed out
My words never come out right
I start to shake I start to choke
Can we please call it a night

I admit a lot of things in the midst of a panic attack
I admit a lot of shit that I wish that I could just take back
I admit a lot of things in the midst of a panic attack
I admit a lot of shit that I wish that I could just take back

The fact that you stuck around
And the fact that you talked me down
Really sticks out in my mind
The fact that I know you're there
And the fact that I know you care
Really helps me in these times

I admit a lot of things in the midst of a panic attack
I admit a lot of shit that I wish that I could just take back
I admit a lot of things in the midst of a panic attack
I admit a lot of shit that I wish that I could just take back

Wish that I could just take back
Wish that I could just take back
I wish that I had taken that shit back