Balloon Video (MV)

Lost in memories, spills and turns..
Sometimes you don't like the sun shining bright on someone else
Sometimes you take your chance but life has something else
Oh I know how it all feels
Oh I know how
Your mornings like a fizzy drink
It spills itself when you try to take a sip
Leave life with what it is
Scatter yourself in different places
Remember to do everything even if it takes you anything now
Lost in memory's spills and turns
Only I know how it feels
The balloon's up so high before it reaches me
Completely safe
Corporate called,
Said they need to sell some razor blades
Plummeting sales and all the f*cking headaches
Someone needs to kill themselves
I thought of contributing to that good idea
Went to the store and asked for FreeFall razor blade
They said they don't have any
Only few that's been taken away
Away from me that could've been my destiny
Realizing it all
Then I ran so far away
And when I stopped it occurred to me
Lost in memory's spills and turns
Only I know how it feels
(Feels)
The balloon's up so high before it reaches me
Completely..
I decide to change, to not go back
But can't stop, when I glance back ohh
It's like it's all there
If I go back
One step back is all it takes
For me to be completely free
So should I?
Should I give it all?
Should I take a fall?
Only I will know what happens to me
But what if I move wrong
Monk from murdered paradise said there needs to be rules in order
Then he said which caught my ears
Why move back when the memories will take you forwards!
Oh and I will change
I will move but the glance takes me back
One more time I'll shine away when everyone can see me
And I do what I should
What is said but the memories take me back!
They take me back all along.
Lost in memory's spills and turns
Only I know how it feels
The balloon's up so high before it reaches me
Completely safe?