Continually questioning whether I am where I'm supposed to be
The few times that I've tried to love I've found I'm the one who leaves
It's a beautiful thing to go your own way it scares the hell out of me
Will providence lay the steps I will take or set me free
It's always been so hard
To get back to the start
It's always been easy just to hang on
Wait for the next change to come along
Maybe next year I'll have it all figured out
As I am now I'm prone to wander, prone to doubt
Insecure and unsure uncomfortable with any uncertainty
Heel to toe keep your nose out of the potential possibilities
Most of the time, the reasons you'll find aren't clearly seen
Take up your cross don't count it a loss as your waiting
It's always been so hard
To get back to the start
It's always been easy just to hang on
Wait for the next change to come along
Maybe next year I'll have it all figured out
As I am now I'm prone to wander, prone to doubt
Why can't I just seek my own way out
Stop pretending I'm past the hold of doubt
The king and his monsters came in my dreams
Told me i'm not to fear anything that haunts me
Just go to sleep, wake in the morning and find
You're where you're meant to be