CamzOrCamzino - Purpose Lyrics

Uno them ones where you're looking for your purpose
But you dunno what it is, lemme talk on couple things

Yo, been stuck up in my thoughts, looking for my purpose
Searching for my worth got me feeling like I'm worthless
The pain just remains, it's continuing to worsen
Toxic to myself, guess I am my own burden
Been stuck up in my thoughts, looking for my purpose
Searching for my worth got me feeling like I'm worthless
The pain just remains, it's continuing to worsen
Toxic to myself, guess I am my own burden

Searching for my purpose, but I can't seem to find it
It's me against myself with the demons that I'm fighting
All these mixed emotions, yet I struggle to describe it
Pouring out my soul and how I feel when I write it
These snakes on the ladders can't stop me from climbing
I profit from my struggle, turn the struggle into rhyming
Diamond in the dirt, so I keep on mining
Inspired from my losses, it's just non-stop grinding
Conflicted, confused and you guessed I been hurting
Tryna make this work, it doesn't seem to be working
Looking all around to see the evil lurking
Torturing my soul, it gets so disturbing
Inflicted with these scars tryna heal, I'm wounded
A constant battle got me thinking imma lose it
I don't trust anyone, what you say you have to prove it
The actions do the talking, if they can't you better move it
I'm tired, deflated, frustrated, neglected
They always let me down to the point where it's expected
My pride's at its peak, I'll never show that I'm affected
It's getting to the point where I'm learning to accept it
I'd be lying if I said it doesn't get to me
Cus I'm surrounded by these people who envy me
And I can see it in their eyes, that's the jealousy
Where they're praying that my downfall is my destiny
But I can't let that happen, Mummy's telling me to go for this
Always on my back, saying "Son, you gotta go for it
Life is full of hurdles, but I'm here to get you over it
Music is your path and I just wanna see you blow in it"
Been closing off my heart, I find it difficult to open it
Struggling to trust, cus of people who have broken it
Expecting less, expectations are lowering
The love was never shown, yet for others I was showing it

Yo, been stuck up in my thoughts, looking for my purpose
Searching for my worth got me feeling like I'm worthless
The pain just remains, it's continuing to worsen
Toxic to myself, guess I am my own burden
Been stuck up in my thoughts, looking for my purpose
Searching for my worth got me feeling like I'm worthless
The pain just remains, it's continuing to worsen
Toxic to myself, guess I am my own burden

It's a cold world and it's a cold game
Gaining from the pain for my own gain
Praying that my bruddas dem, they don't change
We're going toe to toe and it's a close game
Tightening my screws, but start to feel them loosen
Been stuck up in my thoughts with all of this confusion
This pain is a killer, tryna deal with the nuisance
This can't be my fate, need to find a solution
But how much longer can I really keep going
The laughing and the smiling till I really start to show it
Like how much longer till the people start to notice
That this pressure that I feel is what I'm struggling to cope with
Been tryna hold it up, while it tries to weigh me down
The pressure's so heavy, I can feel it break me down
Conversations with my demons, they're tryna take me out
I'm just praying that somebody's gonna come and save me now

But I been stuck up in my thoughts, looking for my purpose
Searching for my worth got me feeling like I'm worthless
The pain just remains, it's continuing to worsen
Toxic to myself, guess I am my own burden
Been stuck up in my thoughts, looking for my purpose
Searching for my worth, got me feeling like I'm worthless
The pain just remains, it's continuing to worsen
Toxic to myself, guess I am my own burden