Thoughts Video (MV)

Sitting on the floor
I need a hand up
It's getting lonely down here
I need some company
These broken stairs won't get me up there
Not like I'd go anywhere
Drowning in my thoughts
Can't find the surface
Nobody to save me
Nobody to free me from this ache
These excuses lead to bruises
I don't wanna hurt my heart because
I'm tired of the sorrow and the pain
Of this perpetual agony
I just wanna be free
But little do you know
I wanna stand up and climb out of
This trench I've dug myself
That stemmed from misery
I just can't be free
I'll ignore the pain
Not like in matters anyway
Hope turns to dust
Inside my beaten brain
It won't go away
These scars will last forever
In the pouring rain
These thoughts have left a stain
Cold winds blow my thoughts around
Can't tell where they'll settle down
I hope the best for them
Because I can't do much for my mind now
I fall apart like broken glass
My paradise just won't seem to last
Gets crushed to pieces every time
I make an effort to show you that
These excuses lead to bruises
I don't wanna hurt my heart because
I'm tired of the sorrow and the pain
Of this perpetual agony
I just wanna be free
But little do you know
I wanna stand up and climb out of
This trench I've dug myself
That stemmed from misery
I just can't be free
I'll ignore the pain
Not like in matters anyway
Hope turns to dust
Inside my beaten brain
It won't go away
These scars will last forever
In the pouring rain
These thoughts have left a stain