[ Featuring Lizzy Petitt ]
Loved and I lost, what did it cost
Something I wasn't prepared to pay
Saw you in a dream
I been rehearsing this every day
I want you to stay, cause I'm selfish
I know heavens a better locale
United in grief
Feels like I'm Mr. Morale
I skipped your funeral
I still hold that guilt
I hide behind walls I built
Used to hiding my pain in words that I sang
I think that I'm finally wilting
It's tempting
Loving and losing a real fear
I can't pretend that you're still here
But it feels like your presence is still near
So I get in the car when I want to feel close
Am I doing the most
Wish you could see everything that I'm doing
Cause back in the day you supported me most
I'm doing fine, I pray you're at peace
If I'm keeping you here
This is my release
Missing your presence
The feeling of home
Can't look in the mirror
I know that you gone
I don't care if we drive off that cliff
I need you now, won't deny it
And if we roll over that edge
I'll keep my hands on you the whole time
I'm broken like you, it's apparent
I hope that you catch me staring
And as we're floating through the air
I'll keep my hands on you the whole time
I need a break, was thinking of ending it
That's no solution to transient pain
I'm on the edge, I'm teetering
Something is holding me back
I can't explain
If I hit the gas
How much time gonna pass
This a moment I'm praying it last
Something came over my body
I think it's regret
Gotta let go of the past
It's time that I live in the present
I have our memories still
They work like an antidepressant
I'd hate if you're roaming alone
When I die we can meet at the gates
A child of Destiny's game
Maybe I'm changing our fate
When I get in the car and I want to feel close
Am I doing the most
Wish you could see everything that I'm doing
Cause back in the day you supported me most
I'm doing fine, I pray you're at peace
I know that you're here
This is my release
I feel your presence
It's like I'm at home
Look in the mirror and I'm not alone
I don't care if we drive off that cliff
I need you now, won't deny it
And if we roll over that edge
I'll keep my hands on you the whole time
I'm broken like you, it's apparent
I hope that you catch me staring
And as we're floating through the air
I'll keep my hands on you the whole time
In the back of your car
I'm staring in your rearview
Hope you're looking right back at me too
Don't focus on the highway
I didn't know I could get so involved with a boy
Yeah I really want you don't play coy
Don't focus on the highway
