I've been trying to keep up
I'm trying not to give up
I've been trying to stay safe
I'm trying to keep my place
But then I think I'm giving it too much energy
And all these guys don't take it seriously
Except for when they say that it doesn't seem to mean that much to me
It shouldn't mean that much to me
I've been trying to keep up
I'm trying not to give up
I've been trying to keep up
I'm trying not to give up
I've been trying to stay safe
I'm trying to keep my place
And now I think of all this generosity
Just wasted on so much hostility
And all these dreams based on financial gain
And all these kids just want to play the game
I don't want to play this game
I've been trying to give up
I'm trying not to keep up
I've been trying to keep up
I'm trying not to give up
I've been trying to stay safe
I don't want to keep this place
I've been trying to feel safe
Please take my place