Cam Motley - Ruined Youth Lyrics

I can't get you out of my head
Probably since you're still in my bed
I can't forget what you said
"I love it when your face turns red"
But you swindled you're way into my heart
Damn I should have been careful from the start
Cause you're the only inspiration to my art
That is my only fault

You beaten me til I was black and blue
You always lied and never told me the truth
I have every right to blame you
You taken away my youth

I always go to your direction
Just to feel a connection
If you could just give me an lethal infection
So I'll stop needing your affection
I never want to fall in love again
All I wanted was a friend
You're too in love with the cocaine
I can't deal with all this pain

You beaten me til I was black and blue
You always lied and never told me the truth
I have every right to blame you
You taken away my youth