Calvin Greenan - 6. i've had my doubts Lyrics

Do you find me a stranger?
Are you the same person now?
Is our love in danger?
Is it all my fault we fell out?
'Cause
I can't look in the mirror
Way too afraid of what I've become
I'm so stuck in this hole that I've dug
Can you save me?
I've done this before
Broke down my walls
Just to close my doors
I'm watching you fall down
While you're left feeling empty
You still protect me
But can you promise you'll keep putting me first?
Oh, I've had my doubts
(Oo I've had my doubts)
I've had my doubts, yeah
(Oo I've had my doubts)
What kind of love is this hurt
When my head makes it worse?
All of this darkness that you don't deserve
I've had my doubts
I find me a stranger
I'm not the same person now
I was in the summer
And I'm tired of pushing you out
'Cause
People change change like the seasons
I fear my reflection is proof
Go ahead and search for the reason my heart commits treason
Oh baby yeah
Said I've done this before
Broke down my walls
Just to close my doors
I'm watching you fall down
While you're left feeling empty
You still protect me
But can you promise you'll keep putting me first?
Oh, I've had my doubts
(Oo I've had my doubts)
Said I've had my doubts
(Oo I've had my doubts)
Uh, c'mon
What kind of love is this hurt
When my head makes it worse?
All of this darkness that you don't deserve
I've had my doubts