Callosity - Going Ghost Lyrics

My mind is frozen in place, but my body wanders
I show no signs of stopping, so why would they bother

I'm not the person that you thought I've grown to be
Drinking, smoking, killing me
Drinking, smoking, killing me

I'm not the person that you thought I've grown to be
Drinking, smoking, killing me
Popping pills to help me sleep

You had your time, you had all the f*cking time
But instead you chose to tell me goodbye
Don't put flowers on my grave cause you're sorry
Don't say that I needed saving when you did nothing
I don't wanna be remembered for this
Twenty f*cking years just ending like this
You had your time, you had all the f*cking time
But instead you chose to tell me goodbye

Won't any of you motherf*ckers realize
That when I stop right dead in my tracks
That's there's problem right in front of you that we need to address?
That something's going on that we don't like to admit, yeah
Blast back another pack, stare down the end of that bottle, just to dive back in
Face the depths of myself, as I fall back in
End the error of my ways, imma ghost again

I'll leave it all behind, right back on the table
Where all my choices have made me so bitter
Time stands still as I escape here
I don't ever wanna feel this way again
I don't wanna take a pill just make it end
I wanna drink this bottle til it leaves me dead
End the error of my ways imma ghost again

You had your time, you had all the f*cking time
But instead you chose to tell me goodbye
Don't put flowers on my grave cause you're sorry
Don't say that I needed saving when you did nothing
I don't wanna be remembered for this
Twenty f*cking years just ending like this
You had your time, you had all the f*cking time
But instead you chose to tell me goodbye

Heart is barely beating, and I think it's gonna stop
Hang me from the f*cking ceiling and just watch it all

Hang me from the ceiling and watch it just stop
Watch it stop watch it stop

I'm not the person that you thought I've grown to be
Drinking, smoking, killing me
Drinking, smoking, killing me

I'm not the person that you thought I've grown to be
Drinking, smoking, killing me
Popping pills to help me sleep

You had your time, you had all the f*cking time
But instead you chose to tell me goodbye
Don't put flowers on my grave cause you're sorry
Don't say that I needed saving when you did nothing
I don't wanna be remembered for this
Twenty f*cking years just ending like this
You had your time, you had all the f*cking time
But instead you chose to tell me goodbye

I don't wanna be remembered for this
Twenty f*cking years just ending like this
I don't wanna be remembered for this
Twenty f*cking years just ending like this