Callon B - Rukia Lyrics

I try not to record while it's raining outside
But right now it feels so appropriate
Rukia
You said you like sad tunes, well this one's for you shit I wrote this for you
You told me you like sad tunes so I wrote this for you yeah only for you
Feeling so Lost and confused stayin' caught up in thought of you
Consumed in the blues and I don't know what's got into
My mind my design feels obsolete
Hope that I look down at phone to see you reaching out to talk to me
But I'm the one who's pushing away
I know you want to be friends but I just need another day
Or a week or a month I am weak and if left up to me
We'll probably never even speak but my heart f*cking screams
While I never say a word I know it's bad for my health and it's only getting worse
Uncentered unsure untuned out of balance not Callon just callous
I don't want to have this malice I don't want keep pouting
I just want to see you happy so with me or with him it's whatever
I just wish I took it better when you told me and I told you to leave
No wait stay please I keep replaying scenes shit haunts me in my dreams
You said you like sad tunes well this one's for you shit I wrote this for you
You told me you like sad tunes so I wrote this for you yeah only for you
I told you I would write you love song all in due time
But sorry this probably wasn't what you had mind
Don't get me wrong I don't regret it I cherished every single second
My love for you I'll never second guess it
F*ck this dualist paradigm every move I make
Is in the fate of a pair of dice you only showed me paradise
When all I knew was hell but shit I built it for my self
And now your gone so I'm stuck singing these same f*cking songs
Homies asking me what's wrong but I ignore them
My soul only bleeds while recording eyes full of tears every morning
Hate to admit it now I'm choking up every sentence
Just forget it I promise you're forgiven
Never should have put either of us in this situation
I hate saying but I'm still sitting here waiting
Praying you're mistaken and you want me
But sometimes the truth is about as bitter and black as cold coffee
You told me that it's not me it's you but that just leaves me confused
I don't know what the hell I'm supposed to do
The mature thing would be keep it mutual
For B and GYB what you bring is so crucial
But now I have a wall built up and I'm blocked
So down on myself not well in my thoughts
Without you I'm alone you led me on for what
To be your stepping stone to realize what you want
That's a hard pill to swallow lessons learned a new path to follow
And while you moving forward I'll be stuck here tomorrow
Till I turn into a hollow in my shell I don't even know myself
All I knew was the future that I painted with you
You said you like sad tunes well this one's for you shit I wrote this for you
You told me you like sad tunes so I wrote this for you yeah only for you
I told you I would write you love song all in due time
But sorry this probably wasn't what you had mind
Don't get me wrong I don't regret it I cherished every single second
My love for you I'll never second guess it
My Rukia the power of snow is so suitable
Ice in your veins so cold yet beautiful
Heartbeat froze when you left last night
Rain outside set the mood for my rhymes
Dear Rukia the power of snow is so suitable
Ice in your veins so cold yet beautiful
Heartbeat froze when you left last night
Feel you in the rain you don't need Bankai
Rukia