(one, two, three, four)
Lately I know that we're falling back into bad habits again
We've both made these promises so many times that we don't tell our friends
And somehow the way that we don't say goodbye doesn't hurt like it used to
Maybe you just like the way that I cancel my plans all for you
Maybe I'm into the habit that you've got of asking me to
And somehow I'm still being cautious because I am so scared to lose you
Oh, and I know that I only
Tend to call you when I'm lonely
But ain't that just what we know best
I'm having trouble saying it with my chest
Oh, and I know that tomorrow
We're gonna give back what we borrowed
But ain't that just what we know best
I'm getting tired chasing happiness
It'd be such a shame to just call it a meaningless passing of time
But as hard as I try, I don't think I could even pretend that you're mine
I try to be strong, but when you call me darling I just can't refuse you
Oh, and I know that I only
Tend to call you when I'm lonely
But ain't that just what we know best
I'm having trouble saying it with my chest
Oh, and I know that tomorrow
We're gonna give back what we borrowed
But ain't that just what we know best
I'm getting tired chasing happiness
Oh, we're just a maybe, someday, somehow kind of cruel imagination
We say if alternatives exhaust themselves we'll love in resignation
We're stuck in a no way to make it painless situation
But ain't that just what we know best
And I'm getting tired chasing happiness
Oh, and I know that I only
Oh, and I know that I only
Tend to call you when I'm lonely
But ain't that just what we know best
I'm having trouble saying it with my chest
Oh, and I know that tomorrow
We're gonna give back what we borrowed
But ain't that just what we know best
I'm getting tired chasing happiness
The things that keep me up at night are barely in my field of view
It's alarming the relationship I have with what I have to do
No one likes an either/or but that's just what it's coming to
With every day that comes and goes
I'm still over-obsessed with you