Tables Video (MV)

I guess tables turn
I guess bridges burn
Guess I gotta learn
That I shouldn't put you first
I Been going thru the worst
Just to see my worth

Look at all the shit I've been thru
I still don't miss you
I used to get you
But now adu
Is what I bid you
Let's stress the issue
When we broke up
You said it is you
I see it's me now
I bet you see how
Down I was too
Those second chances
Whoever asks for seconds dances
I didn't go to prom
But I still know it doesn't happen
Or should we tell ourselves
That in this moment could be magic
I wondered sometimes
But then I roll up
And imagine
That it was that first day
Just to get thru it today
I called you on your birthday
Hung up before you said hello so I won't make the mistake
Of telling you I wished you
Have A happy one like hooray
But F*ck you
All the love in the world
Will not remove this hate
Like I'm attracted to pain
Like im addicted to fixing problems I didn't create
Or should I tell myself
It's you
It's always been
It's to late
Wait...
I'm still on the phone
"Save me a piece of cake"
"Okay"
Don't come to me and tell me what you heard about
Lies and rumors only stay alive
Thru the word of mouth
I can't even find a way
To tell you who I'm worried bout
Over time
I don't even have the time to work it out
Business models
Women who suit me
Take it to personal
Putting on a show
To show I don't care if the curtain close
Starting with my image
Just to finish with a couple notes
Always taking time for reviews
Editorials
Cleaning all my messes
Janitorial
Hoping that my exes get the message
Suicidal poems
Killing all the feelings
That I had for em
No emo
Sending IMs
Without telling them
My imo
In my opinion
It's allot of talking going on
A lot of songs that I have wrote
That I don't know
If I should show
It bothers me
That I'm still gone
Cause I have grown
And I'm alone
But I've been wrong
Few times before
Cause I just hope
That I get on
I tell them this
Like jah come on
You dream to big
Yall still asleep
Been the one
Since I was three
Knew this before I knew me
I believed
Before I seen
I shut my eyes
And took a leap
I got so high
I couldn't dream
All I could do was paint a perfect picture of my memories
Buy a new canvas
And some colors that I didn't need
Repeat a couple secrets to myself
That I Will never speak
Every night I'm writing on the ceiling cause I never sleep
All for heaven's sake
Never save the ones that
L Should keep
Thinking bout the places I will be
The people I will leave
The women I will meet
The money I will get
And love I'll need...
Praying that I don't die
Tryna be above it all
Still under the most high