Keep This Up Video (MV)

Okay okay
I'm not innocent
Probably more guilty
Than any killer is

I'll admit
I caught feelings for you
Way to quick
You don't acknowledge it
And I am not who
You chilling with
F*ck it
I wanted more than Sex
Wanted to disconnect our phones
So we could reconnect
Wanted to give you more than brain
And share my intellect
Wanted to give you the whole world
And all that came with it
This
Time
I think its over with
And if it isn't
Then we close to it
I lost myself
Tryna love again
Im hurt
I can't pretend
You not here
To hear me vent

So I'm blowing all this smoke
In this hotel room alone.
Getting mine off these songs
When we don't get along
Everything
That I write
Trying find where it went
Wrong
What is going on?
Who is on the phone?

I was so scared to lose
You
That's the reason
Why I lost you
But I never really had you
And your silence
Is the hard proof
That I can't keep this up
So I give this up

So what is love?
Is it helping you
By letting you
Go
Do what you gone do
Or is it stopping
You
From what
Could bring harm to you
Damn what am I'm gonna do?
You know what I'm going thru

I just wanted it
To be by you
I hate who I am
With you
You know what I am for you
Perfect
If it isn't true
Tell me
I can be like you
And act like I don't need you too
Reason why I'm touching you
You never know how to feel
Honestly I cannot deal
Every letter
Was sincere
I told you my biggest fear
Fell for you
And made it real
Did not want to be
Hurt again
Why the hell
I let you in?
F*ck yo ex
And F*ck yo friends
I don't know where to
Begin
This really could be the end
I guess this is
What it is
I cannot accept this shit
I do not regret that kiss
Every f*cking second spent
Thinking that