My soul is feeling numb
I'm always struggling to catch my breath
My nerves get the best of me
For the most part I'm a f*cking wreck
Bleughhh
It makes me feel like I'm dying a slow death
My past eats me from inside
It's a burden, I'm a cancer
I'm certain that I've wasted all my time
But I swear it'll be ok
Make myself a promise that I know I'll break
I spent every second hiding away
I never want to see the god damn sun again.
Flowers don't blossom in the night
Grass cant grow without the rain
It sends shivers through my bones
This heart can't beat with hollow veins
My eyes are closed but I fail to sleep
Keeping high hopes but these hopes ain't cheap
These sins are mine to own, mine to keep
I pay in sorrows and thought of being weak
Cherish every second
Hold your head up high
Drown yourself in sorrow
Don't get dragged out by the tide
Take a step forward, never turning back
Don't let life destroy you, don't let it fade to black
These are things they told me, like the truth, like a fact
They swore to make it better, but they never f*cking did that
Flowers don't blossom in the night
Grass cant grow without the rain
It sends shivers through my bones
This heart can't beat with hollow veins
Im choking on these words
My patience is wearing thin
As hollow as these bones
My veins are collapsing
I've got fear inside this heart
My soul is caving
In