Caleb Trueblood - Struggle (feat. Sydventure) Lyrics

I'm beginning to wonder why I'm left here to struggle
Left in a bubble
Yeah I'm left here all alone
In my zone
Making it on my own
While all the other rappers friends film them on the phone
And post it up to IG
Chillin' with my g's
You think if you didn't rap they'd f*ck with you see
I don't think so
And I know it's a low blow
But really your raps and rhymes are just so so
That's why I stay secluded
As so not to ruin
My state of mind
Gotta be great so I just
Stay awake at night
Hoping
Praying
That I stay alive long enough to get to know god
But I'm left here
But I'm left here to struggle
Left here left here left here to struggle
But I'm left here
But I'm left here to struggle
Left here left here left here to struggle
Now's not the time but it's now or never
Go back to the stude and write some shit clever
Shit
I ain't worry bout making hits till you got into my business and you f*cking took it
So now I need a break
Got sick of making music
Now my heart aches
Cause I took my mistakes
And I wrote them in a song
Telling my story and inviting you along
Some this shit is personal
Please listen if you're rational
Hole in heart
Patch it up
Listen closely catch my flow
Can't you hear me knocking at the door
I said can't you hear me knocking at the door
But I'm left here
But I'm left here to struggle
Left here left here left here to struggle
But I'm left here
But I'm left here to struggle
Left here left here left here to struggle
Can't you see me knocking at the door
All these failed attempts and baby this means war
I find a place of solitude
You take me outta this world
Try to check my attitude but all it wants is more
So I spread my wings and I fly
Toward the grand canyon and soar
Expect the worst from my situation
My canon is borred
So take a picture of me
And pin it up on the board
Cause you'll never find the resolution you're looking for
I hit the atmosphere
And flew through to the top
I broke the stratosphere
And I gave pluto a talk
I told him
Don't you ever feel like you're not important
Just a planet or a moon
You keep the milky way working
If you would lesson in astronomics and physics
Keep learning
Cause I am not the one left to be handing out a free service
When you're expecting the best
Prepare to not be deserving
Cause imma leave you to your death
And I ain't ever returning
But I'm left here
But I'm left here to struggle
Left here left here left here to struggle
But I'm left here
But I'm left here to struggle
Left here left here left here to struggle