Calathea - Tears Lyrics

Extremely depressed
Tired of it all
I always forget to speak with my heart instead of the mouth
The birds around me don't sing
They just screech in pain
Have to sink my nails in my heart in search of love
And I told the moon about you
The heart has to be broken so light can come inside
Even though the cowardice will live on by my side
You laid your knife on my neck
As gently as butterflies
Landed on your nose
I felt no pressure
These hands could hold the world
But not the absence you left between my arms
Your smile will always be my home, be my home
The flowers that grew from my wounds now wither
It doesn't matter how shattered the mirror shards are
I can still see you gazing behind me
I will ingest glass dust and hope you disappear along with my coward's voice
No answers in empty bottles
Tryna poison the blood you reside in
I will drown my face in venom
So I can finally chase sleep
'cuz my eyelids have been attached to your memories for way too long