How many times can I f*ck this up
It seems I'll always be stuck in this rut
This fear inside controls my life
And I just want to give up
But I'm too scared to die
You can't come back when it's over
You can take the easy way out
I guess it's just too much to ask of you
Release me from my doubt
Doubt fills my mind
Every time I try to close my eyes
Trapped in this cycle I can't escape
'Cause pain's the only thing that makes me feel safe
No matter how many times
I try to repair inside of my mind
These cuts will bleed until my veins run dry
Until my veins run dry
You can't come back when it's over
You can take the easy way out
I guess it's just too much to ask of you
Release me from my doubt
I can't take this shit any more
I can't live with this over my shoulder
Breathing down my neck, constant heart attack
I need to breathe
It's only
A matter of time
I'm barely alive
You can't come back when it's over
You can take the easy way out
I guess it's just too much to ask of you
Release me from my doubt
When it's over
You can't come back
Release me from this doubt