Calamari - Handheld Lyrics

I sing on stages in front of 20 people and hope that they like me
I look down, sigh, and open up to a game that I stole
I don't eat in the park cause the sunlight can block the screen
Why do I feel so nervous

I'm having so much trouble smiling
Oh
Every time Emily shares
I can tell whether it's wrong
I wake up feeling a cold
I don't have any control
Every time I open the game
I can hear the beep and the same
Every time I talk to girls
I can hear the chords and it hurts

Today I made a rule no one touches my backpack
I believe in God but I like mocking Christians

I don't wake up without a present
Every time Emily shares
I can tell whether it's wrong
I wake up feeling a cold
I don't have any control
Every time I open the game
I can hear the beep and the same
Every time I talk to girls
I can hear the chords and it hurts

Every time Emily shares
I can tell whether it's wrong
I wake up feeling a cold
I don't have any control
(Why do I feel so nervous)
Every time I put on a skirt
I can hear the chords and it hurts