Caffeinated Elf - Unapologetically Me Lyrics

I chose the Quill
Instead of the blade to my wrist
Stared at that knife until I promised myself I wouldn't give in

Everything moves slow
When you're down in the gloom
How does one get this low?

My mind don't shut up
I've always got something to write down
Caffeinated Elf
Melodic, Cryptic, Poetic, Chaotic
Unapologetically me

Words don't hurt
Because I know I can do much worse
You think I don't criticize myself?
By 6am I'll be up to the twelfth

Thoughts are something I started to collect
It became so hoarded
I had to dissect
And reconstruct

The misfortunes of my life have been my fuel
Creating music has been the only thing that wasn't futile
It's been a blessing to find all those who are also beautifully unusual
To all of you I thank for trusting in me
And feeling everything with me

My mind don't shut up
I've always got something to write down
Caffeinated Elf
Melodic, Cryptic, Poetic, Chaotic
Unapologetically me

Words don't hurt
Because I know I can do much worse
You think I don't criticize myself?
By 6am I'll be up to the twelfth

Thoughts are something I started to collect
It became so hoarded
I had to dissect
And reconstruct

Everything moves slow
When you're down in the gloom
How does one get this low?

My mind don't shut up
I've always got something to write down
Caffeinated Elf
Melodic, Cryptic, Poetic, Chaotic
Unapologetically me