Caesar Is King - Portrayer of Emotions Lyrics

She said that she loves him
But loving him is slime
He said he'll come by two
Didn't show till five
I don't know why you crying
Like you didn't know his type
Or you didn't know his style
Ends up making promises but you know that he slied
She can't trust a man since daddy had to sly
Her brother already died
So she looks within she see the pain inside
So vanity in sight
She feeling pain inside
So vanity she eyes
She feeling pain inside
So it's vanity she eyes
Feel the pain inside
So it's vanity in sight
She feeling pain inside
So it's vanity she eyes
Yeah
Then she met me a different kind of guy
I feel the pain inside
Lost a homie... f*ck it yeah he died
He said some things to me
That made me feel alive
RIP to Michael but you never gonna die
If I end up singing on a stage
I'll think back to high school when we had That rap group
How I'm filled with grace
Could have been you rapping on the stage
Could have been me laying in that grave
I'm thankful for his grace

I feel the pain inside
Feel the pain inside
There were times were I
Had to get high
Just to numb the pain
Feel it deep inside
Things are killing me
And some I cannot hide

That's enough remorse I'm through with that department
Let me make you laugh
I'm good in that department
Girl don't try to front I'm hood in that department
I could make her pass out
Like a f*cking pamphlet I'm good in that department
So I straighten her out
She tell me she's into girls
But I was laying her out
Girl let me show you life's finer segment
Let's make arrangements
Won't put you on stand Like court dates let's make arraignments
It's going to be a rainy night girl you bout to wet the pavements
See your last man is dead
But I'm dedicated
Well Inept on the literal side I'm educated
Spiritual healing let this green leave you levitated
You's a fine thing I'm confiscating
Pull your legs apart like I'm elaborating

Rappers are grinning
They don't like the style that he's bringing
They talk top five but whose actually in it
Whose actually winning
Whose fighting for women
And who fighting for pussy
They ain't the same thing
Real rap but they wanna hear the lame sing
Paper chase and clout it ain't the same thing
None of the above is what I'm aiming
Can I get an amen

Yeah so I'm a rapper I'm an artist
But like I don't wanna be boxed you know
Like I don't
I don't wanna be boxed in
I'm a ra... I'm a portrayer of emotions
That's what I do
So if they ask do you rap do you sing I just say I portray emotions you know