Cacophony - Sentimental, London Lyrics

Counting, I'm just a thousand miles away
From home
Sunsets, but I just cant take my mind off the way
She moved

Think of a happy ending
Think of love and meaning
And it will come true

Lonely, it's not a word that id think i'd ever use
London, somewhere among these restless streets
Will I find home?

Think of a happy ending
Think of love and meaning
Will it come true?

So I crawled, my way
From London, Budapest, Seoul and your face
Do we part like this?
Do you know that I wont look back?
I wont look back

Im on a soul leave
This dust feeling catching like a cold breeze
With each shiver making it more lonely
Where'd you go?

I try to wander
Each street I'm walking, down I falter
Each memory making it more nauseating

Every morning
Every evening
Every daylight
Another aching night - it just goes on

Where am I going?
Im just a guy, I had some vigor
But so many eyes -they make a wasteland
Can I come down from my throne?

I try to take off
With each tablet reminding me that things dont last
But I'm bloating inside
I cant waste these eyes, I know

And every bottle is a challenge
Every morning
Every passing street
It just goes on
(And on and on)

Am I just holding on to something I've already lost?
Holding on to something I've already lost