Mmmm
I been feeling so much pain I'm feeling paralyzed
And right now I'm all alone that's why I'm terrified
I ain't ever show weakness but I think now it's time
And even if it's not
I ain't gotta choice
I put the weed down
It's time to raise my voice
I wanna scream I wanna yell but I keep it inside
I wanna tell you how I feel but I hate when you cry
I'm supposed to be strong for you but still be open too
This is uncharted land what am I supposed to do
Besides figure it out all by my lonely
That's always how it's been I ain't have no one to show me
A better way of living or how to cope with the pain
I'm just doing my best doing my best to stay sane
Right now I feel like only the music really gets me
I know they say love me but right now ain't no one with me
I know they say love me but right now ain't no one with me haha
I think it's funny how my mind think
It's crazy how healing and pain is what time bring
Lately I been staring into mirrors 'tryna find me
But I just seem to keep my eyes on what's behind me
What's behind me I'm paranoid I know I been trippin'
Slipping I'm losing my grip
On who I was not who I am
I gotta be a better man
So I open my hands
And the watch the old me slip away
Feel like the only thing that knows me is the pain
Watch the old me slip away
Feel like the only thing that knows me is the pain
And it's so sad
Aye aye
Is the pain
They say they believe in me but I don't believe it
Are you lying
Are you lying mmm
They told me they love me but they don't know the meaning
I'm crying
I'm crying yeah
They say they look out for me I still haven't seen it
Am I blind
Am I blind
They told they'd ride for me ain't no tires squeaking
Will you ride
Will you ride for me
Will you ride for me
'Til I'm old and grey
Would you follow me
Trust I know the way
Ain't easy but it's gon' be worth it
Please keep me know I won't be perfect
I can't help it my hearts broken and my pain run deep
Tired of ground zero should I stay one deep
I'm tired of being lonely
I'm tired of hearing them say that they all love me
They say they believe in me but I don't believe it
Are you lying
Are you lying mmm
They told me they love me but they don't know the meaning
I'm crying
I'm crying yeah
They say they look out for me I still haven't seen it
Am I blind
Am I blind
They told they'd ride for me ain't no tires squeaking
Will you ride
Will you ride for me