Still.. Video (MV)

Woke up in the morning it's a blessing
But my momma still stressing
And the world at armageddon
So I'm lookin up at heaven
Like can you take a second can I visit for a minute
I just need a break from situations that I been in
Sometimes I wonder why I hate the way we still living
I had good intentions but they mixed bad guidance
Searching for pleasure but all I find is pain violence
And all my teachers ask is if I finished my assignment
And I be looking at them like don't know where the time went
Seems like yesterday day we would play during recess
Must've lost my way in a game with no reset
Life filled with regret
Some things I haven't seen yet
But past lives
Haunt my present mind
All the time
Know it flies but I haven't found my wings yet
So I follow from behind
Still don't know where I'm going but, can somebody tell me why
Why I try so hard how I come so far but still
Still feel the same way I still
Still feel the same pain
Still feel like things ain't never gone change
Why I try so hard how I come so far but still
Still feel the same way I still
Still feel the same pain
Still feel like things ain't never gone change
I still feel like I ain't living
Trapped in a dilemma
Hope I make the right decision
Blinded by my faith only God as my witness
Third eye visions
I've been having premonitions
Of the the whole team winning
I wasn't put here to fit in
I'm here to make a change
Sacrifice my life for the world to gain
R.I.P. the lamb slain
Devil on a rampage
White chalk on the pavement
Come from where you see a body drop but never will you right a statement
My aim is impeccable I'm dangerous
Cock back
Put nine in your six pack
Reload then relapse
Smoke one then kickback
My mental state gone
Only thing I'm speaking to is my cell phone
Siri do you hear me I got some problems need your help
Clearly
Who I love dearly
Can't solve them I'm knee deep in hell
I'm knee deep in hell
Why I try so hard how I come so far but still
Still feel the same way I still
Still feel the same pain
Still feel like things ain't never gone change
Why I try so hard how I come so far but still
Still feel the same way I still
Still feel the same pain
Still feel like things ain't never gone change
I'm still feel like I'm on the run
Still feel like I'm standing right in front of the gun
Staring at the trigger like I pray he don't pull it
All my life I've been Ali'n bullets
Off to the races when I heard the first shot
Couldn't see the finish line but I wouldn't stop
Now I see it in the distance
I won't let my legs give in
To the pain
Each step is another loss gained
Think about it
You gotta lose some to gain some
The sun shine when the rain come
Silence will save ya
Don't fall to anger
Sometimes you put your pride down just to stay up
Stay above ground when they try and put you under
Hopefully now you got the message I awoke you out your slumber
I hunger
For better days but I'm glad we got each other
Appreciate my family appreciate my loved ones
There's an understanding if you love you won't judge em
You reach out and speak out
It's your turn to teach now
But meanwhile don't forget to learn about yourself
Everybody everywhere needs a little help
Somebody somewhere feels what you felt
Everybody everywhere needs a little help
Somebody somewhere feels what you felt
Don't forget to learn about yourself
Why I try so hard how I come so far but still
Still feel the same way I still
Still feel the same pain
Still feel like things ain't never gone change
Why I try so hard how I come so far but still
Still feel the same way I still
Still feel the same pain
Still feel like things ain't never gone change