It Seems like you only making time for yourself
And I know loving you is only hurting my health
I will hold my tongue
Never thought id be so wrong
Could of sworn you were the one
Never thought I'd be so wrong
I will-I will hold my tongue
I just wanna know I just wanna know why I feel the f*cking way I do
It's like my life is changing went from bad to worse
And now the world around me so uncomfortable
Not appreciated so I'm timid daily
Looking for a way to feel alleviated
I can feel the pain
Yea I can feel the pain, the air has left my lungs the blood is on the leaves
Looking for a reason to be bold and free
But then I'm told to leave, lock the chains with keys
In this mental prison open cuts will bleed I got no where to turn I got no where to lead
I'm the seed in soil never planted for you
When I plan to grow my whole court is royal
But instead of kings and queens man I'm spoiled
I'm the jester, joker putting on performance
This relationship was never pure but soiled
By the roots that sprouted in the spring with water
So I'm forced to follow and these pills I swallow
I just wanna know what y'all are looking for
So I'm forced to follow and these pills I swallow
I just wanna know why you're not looking forward
I just wanna know what y'all are looking for
See I just wanna know what y'all are looking for yea
It Seems like you only making time for yourself
And I know loving you is only hurting my health
I will hold my tongue
Never thought id be so wrong
Could of sworn you were the one
Never thought I'd be so wrong
I will-I will hold my tongue
I just wanna know I just wanna know
Why you feel the f*cking way you do cause man your life is changing
Slowly rearranging and it's for the best
So why you keep complaining
Cause you got health you got family right
And this music shit is like a paradise
Because you spill your feelings fill the chase of thrill with
All the ink that's spilling killing all these villains
Making riches, money, no i ain't no dummy cause
I don't wanna to get in my dealings but you march to drums
I'm off beat like Dilla yea, sorry to spoil your appetite
I do my own thing cause I'm my own man and f*ck the programs
Give me slow jams, if they call you jester pull the ace on joker
Cause This all heart my full house is growing, showing all the people
That you battle evil with the X-caliber that gives you power
You are not the seed and you are not the soil
You're the soul that planted all that shit before you
There's a way to feel like you're appreciated
And it starts by being what you're looking for
There's a way to feel like you're appreciated
And it starts by being what you're looking for
It seems like you only making time for yourself
And I know loving you is only hurting my health
I will hold my tongue
Never thought id be so wrong
Could of sworn you were the one
Never thought I'd be so wrong
I will-I will hold my tongue