C5 - Self Reflection Lyrics

I been self reflecting
Clways room for improvement but never find perfection
& I'm aware of my problems it's time that I address em
To let go and release it I give you my confessions

I was comparing my success I didn't count my blessings
That shit had me stressing
I thought money ah make me happy now I got a lil money and still feel rejected
My insecurities had made me overly possessive
I shouldn't trip bout how my shorty dressing

Cause that's my shorty and not my possession
I came a long way I know she proud of my progression
Baby it's ok if you wanna feel sexy
She sexy for her

I ain't get that concept cause I was messing with birds
But I'm grateful for all experiences you live and you learn
But it left me with some traumas I be feeling discouraged
Had me lacking my confidence looking for reassurance

Please don't take my triggers and my traumas personally
I was in denial lying bout em perjury
Finally came terms took accountability
Now the universe can finally start to work for me

Had trouble with my identity
Cin't know if I wanted to be in the streets or industry
Was with the wrong crowd picking up on that energy
& half the shit I did for them they wouldn't of did for me

I'm good on the outside but hurt internally
I been burnt so many times to the third degree
If you listening learn from me
Everybody ain't yo friend, everybody don't wanna see you succeed

I got bit by some snakes & got drained by a leech
But bounced back on my feet and still i ain't missed a beat
I start to f*ck with those who genuinely f*ckin with me
Grateful for what I got now it ain't nothing out of my reach

Preach

I seen it all, done it all, came and got toxic
Cbusing alcohol to cope with pain like my father
But he ain't one to blame cause I got my own problems
Every 2 days was throwing back a whole bottle

I can't just hide behind the Julio I gotta face it
I'm 5 months sober got damn I feel amazing
I'm losing my anxiety ain't take no medication
Just a lot of reading, self reflection, healing, meditations

Cye, Wuu feel like a new person
Wouldn't feel this way if I ain't forgive the people who hurt me
Now I'm on this new journey
Shoutout Margaret Lee & Magi Camaj my 2 attorneys
I'm prepared if these labels think that they gone do me dirty

The ones that curved me I ain't mad it's adding to the story
Cause when you know that God got you, you got less worries
I got the squad on my back I feel like Steph Curry
& the squad got my back cause I'm the best working