Tell myself that I'll be alright
Call my best friend to get her advice
She tells me everything will be alright
It's just a phase and we will get through this night
Fake friends and then therapy again
Medicine and then do it all again
So I don't see my friends, not for a while cause
I'll be down and out just like i crashed and burned
Medicated, but I'm isolated
Up until 4 a.m. and I hate it
Stare into my soul, as time will fade
When I look in the mirror, I wanna grab a blade
Blacked out, I'm smoking up the devil's name
I'll just tap out, maybe then they'll figure it all out
I would do it all again without a doubt
Blacked out, blacked out
I blink my eyes and I'm 29
Open my mind but life don't feel right
Hoping everything will be alright
I black out every night to pass the time
I'm an overdrive, smoking all the time
Just to feel high, life is passing by
I don't see my friends, not for a while
Cause I'll be down and out just like i crashed and burned
Medicated, but I'm isolated
Up until 4 a.m. and I hate it
Stirring to my soul, as time will fade
When I look in the mirror, I wanna grab a blade
Blacked out, while I'm smoking up the devil's name
I'll just tap out, maybe then they'll figure it all out
I would do it all again without a doubt
Blacked out, blacked out
Blacked out, while I'm smoking up the devil's name
I'll just tap out, maybe then they'll figure it all out
I would do it all again without a doubt
Blacked out, blacked out
Blacked out