Crystal Method - Coming Back Lyrics

I know that I don't understand
The way my feelings roam
I've got to look outside again
And wonder where I've gone
I looked into someone's eyes again
And it's been all so long
I never wanted to talk again
I tried to silence you
You keep comin' back again
You keep comin' back some more
And then you come back and roam my mind
You try to make me look good
You know I just didn't have the time
I've never understood