My life a mirage
I been workin myself like a dog
Lately been wanting a challenger
Just to take me the hell outta dodge
Out of my body then back in an instant
My soul can't process the job
Mama do I look different
Cuz I feel a little bit odd
Mama do I look different
I look at myself but it's not
Is my demeanor convincing
Are we following the plot
Mama do I seem distant
Am I the same baby from ya collage
Mama look what I've become
I've built the perfect facade
Mama do I look different
I look at myself but it's not
Is my demeanor convincing
Are we following the plot
Mama do I seem distant
Am I the same baby from ya collage
Mama look what I've become
I've built the perfect facade
Mama do I look different
See me, notice
I fear I'm drinking lotus
Can't take back what's been stolen
I miss when I was rollin
I miss when I was focused
Stronger at my lowest
Strongest when devoted
I had no one to cope with
I knew all my problems just not how to face
Feel like zar is fading and I'm here to replace
I wonder if my mother knows I'm in a different place
I ask the mirror to reflect and I see different shapes
I count my steps in day by day I see a different pace
In competition with myself I'm in a different race
The stu don't feel the same to me my words hold different weights
Routines just don't play out the same I feel I'm missing traits
I been workin myself like a dog
Lately been wanting a challenger
Just to take me the hell outta dodge
Out of my body then back in an instant
My soul can't process the job
Mama do I look different
Cuz I feel a little bit odd
Mama do I look different
I look at myself but it's not
Is my demeanor convincing
Are we following the plot
Mama do I seem distant
Am I the same baby from ya collage
Mama look what I've become
I've built the perfect facade
Mama do I look different
I look at myself but it's not
Is my demeanor convincing
Are we following the plot
Mama do I seem distant
Am I the same baby from ya collage
Mama look what I've become
I've built the perfect facade
Mama do I look different
I look at myself but it's not
Mama do I look different
I look at myself but it's not
Mama do I look different
I look at myself but it's not
Mama do I look different
I look at myself but it's not
Mama do I look different