That shit is complicated
I don't mind going numb
Whether you like or you hate it
I adore it that way
That shit is complicated
I don't mind going numb
Whether you like or you hate it
I adore it that way
As i'm writing this
I'm feeling like i'm doing it for no f*cking purpose
But what's a purpose if i ain't got none
I've a strong faith i won't feel the fun even when it's all set and done, plus
I just can't hear the voices right as they keep rolling in my head
And i just keep
Lying down
Thinking i'm dead (dead)
Darkness all around
I need more cuteness in my life cuz i've seen a million demons in my dreams
Beneath my pillow
That's why i brought a kitty
Yeah, cuter than "Hello"
But has a color
Opaquer than white and yellow
Mindfulness so low
(Saying)
(No), i'm going down (Noo!)
That shit is complicated
I don't mind going numb
Whether you like or you hate it
I adore it that way
That shit is complicated
I don't mind going numb
Whether you like or you hate it
I adore it that way
Mental state, blue
Soul blackness level, full
The shit is like a cold war
Between logical thoughts and things happening in my life
Should i dive in more blackness or show the world that litte bit of moonlight i hide inside
When the night arrives (Aight)
Sometimes i miss
When i used to shine as bright as light
'Cuz my soul turned black as night
Gotta hold on tight on my old self
But i can't see a thing and i'm going deaf
Oh help me out i'm stuck
I'm like a stick hanging on a shelf
And i'm not looking for some holy spirit
I'm looking for a person who can feel it
(You feel me?)
That shit is complicated
I don't mind going numb
Whether you like or you hate it
I adore it that way
That shit is complicated
I don't mind going numb
Whether you like or you hate it
I adore it that way
Pain is lurking in the dark
Pain is playing games i don't understand