Byron Richard - Addict's Attic Lyrics

I'm not beautiful
It's not wrong to say
I'm not colorful
At least not today
I'm holding on to none of it
And only feeling pain
I'm holding on to all of it
Oh, I'm drifting far away
It's OK now
It's OK now, right?
I'm not feeling well
I'm so cold today
Oh, what I wouldn't do
To not feel this way
I'm holding on to none of it
And only feeling pain
I'm holding on to all of it
Now I'm drifting far away
It's OK now
It's OK now
It's OK, It's OK, It's OK
And though I'm cold and numb
It's been so long
Lonely staring walls
Rape my head
I wish it all away now
I wish it all had meaning
And I force myself to want it
Still contemplating feeling feelings... feeling
And raise my hands above my head
I can't look back
I'm running, running
Running scared
Running scared
Can't get far enough
So, I'll keep running
Running, running, right?
Very far away
I'm not beautiful, you see?
No, colorful ain't me