I can only dream of times with you
So I dream on, hoping I'm with you
But these nightmares keep coming through
If I had one wish I'd bring back you
My brother gone I don't know how to grieve
Ever since I lost Kari I cannot sleep
It's a cold world that's why I keep my heat
I ain't healing no time soon cause death coming in threes
Staring at the man in the mirror like the reason me
I can only blame myself I'm movin selfishly
Say I never leave my brother then my flight go and leave
The pain in my heart man it's tearing heart strings
And my pain don't go away
I keep my heart on my sleeve cause I don't know no other way
I tried to put my pain away and it jus wanna stay
I'm like Derez Deshon I had a harder way
I lost my brother to addiction
Feel like a piece of me missin
Every time I see yo babies man I just hug and kiss em
And if I get that call I'm on the way I'm coming to get them
Long live Kari treat his babies like my children
I can only dream of times with you
So I dream on, hoping I'm with you
But these nightmares keep coming through
If I had one wish I'd bring back you
I'm gettin high just to sleep
I can't feel my pain and it's numb to me
Days past by where I can't eat
I need a surgeon I'm losin my heart strings
Ridin alone ina Benz
It's readin he ridin w/ me
Interior same color peanut butter
I just call it Jiffy
I cannot trust none the friends
When they be actin iffy
Now I'm hated by many men
Boy I just feel like fifty
I got problems for days
Hope my dawgs won't change
Ain't been feeling da same but
I say I'm okay
For my brother name
Ima go dig graves
Say Kari in vein
Ima go insane
Insane