I'm dark streaming
My hearts bleeding
My demons wonder
My dreams descend into a dungeon of my own hatred
We could have made it, but I just waited
I waited for the things that I thought I wanted
I waited for the things that I thought I wouldn't
I wished on a star when I probably shouldn't
I changed when I thought that I loved a women more then you
More is true. Morse code in an envelope
Sent to the women I would meet when you were mad at me and I was mad at you
But I just never knew
That you knew and you listened to me talk when I missed her
Wicked games yeah they changed you
I miss you and I'm thinking
I wonder if you think of me
'Cause I think about you constantly
Talk about me differently
Everyone can see that I'm not the one for you
I wonder if you think of me
'Cause I think about you constantly
Talk about me differently
Everyone can see that I'm not the one for you
I'm hurting but I don't feel the pain
Keep the lean for me to fade away
And I know that my friends are here to stay
But being faded is the only way
Every time I'm drunk I think about you
And I feel like I'm my self cause I ain't me without you
I'm talking to these walls when I'm here without you
Tried loving but the loving ain't the same without you
Got me wondering why I ever doubt you
'Cause the living and the breathing don't feel right without you
And the days seem darker when I'm awake without you
Gotta stay faded away cause I'm just here without you
And you know, I'm wondering why I ever gave us up
Cause you and I put together were like the dankest drug
And I know my mom and pops just called it puppy love
But if it's true why do the feelings keep on coming up
We had something special, and it hurts me bad
Thinking 'bout all the words that I never said
Wish I gave up all the time that we shoulda had
Instead of arguing and fighting for we went to bed
But now your gone and I'm alone again
I'm seeing darkness.That's my oldest friend
But I'll fight for you back until the very end
I'm missing you but
I wonder if you think of me
'Cause I think about you constantly
Talk about me differently
Everyone can see that I'm not the one for you
I wonder if you think of me
'Cause I think about you constantly
Talk about me differently
Everyone can see that I'm not the one for you
Everyone can see I'm not the one for you
Everyone can see I'm not the one for you
Everyone can see I'm not the one for you
Everyone can see, everyone but me