My Cousin Johnny Video (MV)

Years later still missing you Johnny
We goin make this shit lit for you Johnny, Burr
RIP Johnny, baby. Gone but never forgotten you heard
Was thinking about you cuzzo, send you a quick letter you feel me
Burr
I wanted to be gangsta like Johnny
I was his annoying lil cousin.
Was the nxgga you know not to f*ck with
Cuz cuzzo was always on tough shxt
5 boys in one house up on Sutphin
Nxggas growing up arguing and fussing
& none of our fathers was present, we was all raising each other
& I treat my cousins like brothers cuz growing up we had to bang for each other
& I hope that We All In! goes to the moon, cuz I know it came from the gutter
God bless my Aunt and my Mother, they held it down for each other
Just 2 African sisters still young tryna raise up misters
Playing Street Fighter with Johnny
He was my toughest opponent
Nxgga never let me win he taught me from young that you gotta earn it
I was bout 12 or 13, Johnny done wrote me my first verse
Adolescence, I'm having my growth spurt
Learnt the lesson real nxggas don't throw dirt
Me and Nell used go to the same schools
We grew up playing the same sports
Our mothers copped us same clothes
Any beef we had the same foes
Big cuzzo Dex used to wash shit
Big cuzzo Chris was on fly shxt
I used look in his closet, would rock a few of his outfits
Watching Dragon Ball Z with Johnny
Never thought you would leave us Johnny
Was an only child just like me, we mourned & we grieved for Johnny
That's when I learned that the world cold
Lil nxgga you better toughen up
Don't matter how good you can knuckle up
Nxggas stab and they shoot when they luck is up
The hood don't really got love for us
We dying for blocks that we don't own
These streets don't have our last names
Nor the project buildings we claim
Another young black boy left slain
My cuzzo was murdered at 19
That's way too young for liking
Tears form in my eyes while I'm typing
I tatted my chest in your memory
16 years old @ the tattoo shop, I keep you with me infinity
Small gesture to show what you meant to me
You taught me a lesson, be mindful the nxggas you roll with
Beware of your friends and your enemies
Never turn your back to the streets, especially when active in beef
Honestly with all of this rap shit, I feel like you rapping through me
Even through all our fussing and fighting, you never turnt your back to me
Even through all our fussing and fighting, you never turnt your back to me
I wanted to be gangsta like Johnny
I wanted to be tough just like Johnny
I wanted fight just like Johnny
Still missing my big cuzzo Johnny