Burning Buddha - He Laughs Lyrics

So here I sit
Life without a heart, got no soul
They take more time
Say they'll let me know, I don't know
That first five minutes
Longer than my life, once a life
From time to time I see your face
And I miss those hands, lovely hands

He laughs, he laughs, he laughs

I say I know
I just don't know why, tell me why
And still he laughs
At my life sized joke, funny guy
How deep it cuts
Still it's not enough, they want more
You say your truth is better now
Some lies seem to work, better yet

He laughs, he laughs, he laughs

I find myself
Wond'ring in the dark, oh so dark
The air is sharp
Sharper than I knife, take my life
I hate to hate
Makes me kind of sad, makes me bad
It seems I've lost my friend again
One I never had, my old friend

He laughs, he laughs, he laughs