Blackened clouds over my head
Nothing left for me but my death
Everytime I try a different road
One time, now my overload!!!
You showed me the dark side of life
Without us you spent all your time
Drugs and alcohol are what you chose
In the shadows, a father you posed
Try to look past all my shit
Tradewinds on a ride carry my hit
Killing fields on this war of mine
Beating me down again this time
You showed me the dark side of life
Without us you spent all your time
Drugs and alcohol are what you chose
In the shadows, a father you posed
I was 5 when I saw everything go down
But you were never here, not drunk or gone
As a child I saw things I never should have
And I will never be five again!!!
I've seen it all before in these eyes
Still I live under these same black skies
We set things straight only for you to leave
Hope in the afterlife you're finally free...
You showed me the dark side of life
Without us you spent all your time
Drugs and alcohol are what you chose
In the shadows, a father you posed