Burden - Synesthesia Lyrics

Everything changed in an instant
And I'm still not sure why
I marked my place on the map
Held out my heart to the sky

And there's nothing worth noting
No accomplishments made
I'm always dreaming of leaving
Then wishing I stayed
It might be the fever, I haven't felt right in days
Reflecting myself in the worst kind of ways
And so I'll write myself off
I hope I cut through the noise
Cause these are the feelings I've tried to avoid

Still I'm drowning in doubt
I hope I figure it out, I know I'll figure it out
And so I'll drown in this doubt
But I swear this sinking feeling won't get the best of me