[ Featuring The Real Sam Adams ]
Ooohhh fly away
Look
Lately I've been, losing myself,
Abusing myself,
Like if this life doesn't kill me,
Than I'll do it myself,
And if you shut the world out,
Tell me who's gonna help,
Consumed daily, this will ruin my health,
And I don't need no one else,
Only I can make me better,
Too many cold cloudy days,
Man I hate this weather,
I don't want to do these things,
But I'm a go getter,
And I been goin through so much while tryna keep it together,
Don't think I need the pressure,
But pressure make diamonds,
I lost my soul on this road,
And Don't know where to find it,
Focused on the wrong mission,
Feel like I been blinded,
I heard the fairy tale love stories that were timeless,
Betrayed by my own people I just never-mind it ain't my first rodeo,
Really need the Holy Ghost,
Prayin no more homies overdose,
Ooh So tell me I ain't killin myself
Killin myself
I just needed something that could numb the pain,
I spent a long time staring at reflections baby now I understand I need to change,
And it's been a long ride on this road but I finally get to find myself,
Will I make it out this hole I fell in, only time will tell
There go your boy, you see him,
Look like ya boy got demons,
Look like your boy need to put the bottle down and quit drinking
Look like he bout to lose it all,
Man what hell he thinkin,
Like shiiit y'all remember when buddy was winnin?
Aye- but life is crazy though,
And everything be changing though,
People that I really f*ck with dearly acting shady on me,
Whatcha do when one of your close homies make a statement on you,
Loyalty vacant on you,
You ever looked at somebody and then question their journey,
Just to realize that you're judging them without havin a purpose,
Like your perfect,
I've been observant and I can't vouch for you as a person
Things been so hard, I'm just tired of hurtin,
my depression gets the best of me I try to make it numb,
I know I'm doing wrong, but I just lie, and I play dumb,
It hurts me deep inside I still got people in the slums,
The people I call friends I havent spoke to in months,
Ooh So tell me I ain't killin myself
Killin myself
I just needed something that could numb the pain,
I spent a long time staring at reflections baby now I understand I need to change,
And it's been a long ride on this road but I finally get to find myself,
Will I make it out this hole I fell in, only time will tell
Ooohh, fly away
