Breaking My Own Heart Video (MV)

Haven't seen this much green in a while
Haven't heard the raindrops on my jacket
I've been pushing and pulling but nothing feels right
Oh why am I stuck with these habits?

Like self-sabotaging, self-analysing
Too hard on myself, but I'm realising
Sometimes it's timing and sometimes it's time to let it die

I've been chasing these highs up on a tightrope
I've been balancing fine but lately I can't cope
I've been tearing myself apart, I've been breaking my own heart
I've been wasting my life trying to start it
I've been saying I'm fine and trying to hide it
I've been tearing myself apart, I've been breaking my own
Breaking My Own Heart

Haven't felt this carefree in a while
Cut me loose from the state I've been in
I've been stopping, starting, feeling like starting again
Oh why am I stuck in these habits?

Like self-sabotaging, self-analysing
Too hard on myself, but I'm realising
Sometimes it's timing and sometimes it's time to let it die

I've been chasing these highs up on a tightrope
I've been balancing fine but lately I can't cope
I've been tearing myself apart, I've been breaking my own heart
I've been wasting my life trying to start it
I've been saying I'm fine and trying to hide it
I've been tearing myself apart, I've been breaking my own,
Breaking my own heart

I've been racing and faking it
Making it work and letting it hurt
Breaking my own heart
I know I'm breaking my own heart

Sometimes it's timing and sometimes it's time to let it die

I've been chasing these highs up on a tightrope
I've been balancing fine but lately I can't cope
I've been tearing myself apart, I've been breaking my own heart
I've been wasting my life trying to start it
I've been saying I'm fine and trying to hide it
I've been tearing myself apart, I've been breaking my own,
Breaking my own heart