She had a vibe so I hit her and her DMs, nothin'
Hopin' one day that she would see 'em, somethin'
But I keep lookin', I'm mistookin, took a seat and, f*ck it
One more time would make me blind and I don't need it, drunk and
Looking for my love in making all these secret, undercover
Relationships, mistakes have hit my cerebrum, oh mother
I need you to hear me out, I'm screamin' loud, I'm bein' smothered
I don't know what it's all about, I'm guessing now because another
Precious soul has taken the best of me
I doubted lovin', but it's nothin' when the rest of me
Won't recover, I can't focus or repress the seams
I'm goin' under, take a toke and apprehend the needs
That you give into, your dismissal, please just end it, please
I cannot fathom just a random intervention, see?
I will live through it and do it again and again
If you refuse to diffuse your repent, the cement will
Flow through and consume your desperate attempt
Not worth two of your misused and neglected amends
So, I will never forget all the miserable nights and the plentiful bets
No, you don't get to step to my next
I may get lost in my lyrical mess but expect
My next rest to distress all your stress, make it less
While you dress your depressed, sex filled head with the X
Drown yourself in your ego and humanly needs
I do not blame or regret, but there is better for me
So I will search and keep searching for nectar from trees
That will poison the choices I've best picked for me
Now I have done all I can to express this relief
It is my time to go and confess my beliefs I'm freed!
I'm free