Build Us Airplanes - Free Will Lyrics

Is the battle in my head?
It's hard to know what to do
There is no easy way
Things aren't suppose to be this way, that's all I know

And will the curtain drop exposing the one pulling all the string?
I don't know
Or will it go black and empty meaningless and brief, just fade away?
We'll see

I walk through the valley with fear and doubt

Is the battle in my head?
It's hard to know what to do
There is no easy way
Things aren't suppose to be this way, that's all I know

I've stayed up late nights, pulling out my hair trying to drink away, theses thoughts
I can't comprehend it, it's too much and it scares me to death
Free will

I walk through the valley with fear and doubt