Buddy Culture - Estella Lyrics

I love when you say that you miss me
It builds up a confidence that tears me apart
Cause I'm terrified of you leaving
Cause I'm nothing special babe
And I know that they're the same
I hold near this temporary love of mine
A bittersweet paradise
Standing alone in a dark room
With nothing but the thought of you
A pit in my stomach
Cause I know you don't wanna stay
Maybe you like how I'm easy
Easy to manipulate
A sucker for your stupid games
Maybe I'm just going crazy
But crazy for a second chance
Like something changed when nothing has
I know I've been gone for a while
Been trapped inside for months on end
Much too long to comprehend
But you got me forcing a smile
Believe me that's the best I have
Until I see the sun again
I hold near this temporary love of mine
A bittersweet paradise
Standing alone in a dark room
Nothing but the thought of you
A pit in my stomach
Cause I know you don't wanna stay
I hold near this temporary love of mine
Bittersweet paradise
Standing alone in a dark room
Nothing but the thought of you
A pit in my stomach
Cause you never wanted to stay
You never wanted to stay
You never wanted to stay
You never wanted to stay
You never wanted to stay
You never wanted to stay
You never wanted to stay
You never wanted to stay
You never wanted to stay