Lovesicker Video (MV)

I am forfeiting consciousness
For a taste of the grand design
At the mercy of bone and flesh
I just cling to a deeper truth

And I pray to the nicest God
Or I sleep with another her
And I try to ignore the lack
Until it feels like there's nothing wrong

And I do it again and again
And again and again

And I never feel satisfied
What are things that could bring me joy
It's the fortress of my own mind
I protect with the sharpest blade

And I'm always wishing others well
Even when I saw her with a man
I am growing into someone new
So I never have to be in love

And I do it again and again
And again and again