Buck - sound from silence Lyrics

I've been silent bout my whole life to let these lyrics out now
Quiet when I see some shit ignite
Bright burnt down dreams
All of my maroon musical miracles
Murals in my mind
We smoke through every spiracle
Seeing bright stars in the night sky
I might cry if life turns out to have some purpose
Wonder if this life was ever worth it
Curves and sharp edges in my brain gotta weed 'em out
Talk loud speak silent to the damn crowds

And I won't ever come down from here
Standing on my pedestal made of green emeralds from Nazir
Just go at your life with no fear
'Cause death takes it all away anyway

And think about my words for a second
But keep on listening and never regret shit
Just remember to protect your own damn neck in this world
'Cause someday it's all gonna unfurl
And i'll sit back and laugh as the wildfire twirls
Probably high as hell with my airpods in listening to my own world that I've created
'Cause damn it I just f*cking love this music

And that's really it man

Oh these sounds of silence
Fill up your ears
Bass pounds your eyelids
And the trebles pretty clear
Just find your silas
Forget the f*cking science
Along with everything else you know

Get a little spiritual and find your flow
You'll know when you know
So just f*cking go
Motivation only moves mountains if you try n move it first
So f*ck the pain and f*ck this world
F*ck all of this shit that hurts
Build your own hearse
Make it real pretty so the future humans keep rehearsing the same plays
Over and over
Again and again
'Cause this life moves day by day

Rain or shine shits all the same
The pains and the good ol' days
When shit never really mattered and we had our own lanes
How could it all end
Oh well
I'll just drown myself out till the next song begins