Bua - cardiogenic Lyrics

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(Whoa)
Three, four days I ain't left my house
(I ain't left my house)
Three, four days since shit went south
(Shit went south yeah)
I should've kept quiet, shouldna ran my mouth
(shouldna ran my mouth)
Look you broke my heart but I blame myself
Took the wrong turn, now I'm going through hell
Spent all night tryna figure this out
(Tryna figure this out)
But something bout us keeps bringing me down
(Keep bringing me down yeah)
I lost my way somewhere in the crowd
(Somewhere in the crowd)
Such a long time, I've been living underground
You let me decide if you wanna come round

Said you love me..
But you let me bleed
And I've been here for weeks, regretting the past and thinking bout we
(thinkin bout we)
I'm high as a bird, I'm up in the trees, you can't even see
You want me to change and leave my old ways, I can't guarantee
(yeah)
I made a mistake, now we on a break, I need to come clean
(clean)
When I send a message and you go and dead it, I feel incomplete
(uh)
Just like the pandemic, this shit is pathetic, don't need to repeat
(need to repeat)
It's in my genetics, I'm cardiogenic, you know what I mean

Took time off, said you need to rethink
(Said you need to rethink)
Took time off, so I let the phone ring
(I let the phone ring yeah)
I ain't doing no therapy, seeing no shrink
(I ain't seeing no shrink yeah)
But I'm on the verge, girl I'm on the brink
My head and my heart, they don't feel in sync
It's a disease (don't need it, don't need it)
Brought right from the street (but ima defeat it)
Why did you leave (I know there's a reason)
What you do to me (I'm caught in my feelings)
Girl show some relief
Don't you forget I was the king to your queen
(No don't you forget it)
See I lost the plot
(But I had my reasons)
I ain't forget,
(And its best you believe it)

You said you loved me..
So why did you leave me to bleed (yeah)
And I've been here for weeks, regretting the past and thinking bout we
(thinking bout we, yeah)
I'm high as a bird, I'm up in the trees, you can't even see
(up in the, trees)
You want me to change and leave my ways, I can't guarantee
(can't guarantee no)
I made a mistake, now we on a break, I need to come clean
(I made a mistake girl)
When I send a message and you go and dead it, I feel incomplete
(you read it and dead it)
Just like the pandemic, this shit is pathetic, don't need to repeat
(way too pathetic)
It's in my genetics, I'm cardiogenic, you know what I mean

It's in my genetics, I'm cardiogenic, you know what I mean..
Yeah, took the wrong turn now I'm going through hell
Went and broke my heart but I blame myself
Took the wrong turn now I'm going through.. hell
Took the wrong turn now I'm going through hell
Look you broke my heart but I blame myself..