Personal Monster
Caught me at a bad time
I need space
All this gravity ain't holding me down
In one place
I don't want to be stuck in my own head
It's keeping me awake at night
Messing with my mental health
Here we go again
Tell me where should I go
How can I be free
I call it a monster
My own personal monster
It doesn't walk away
Till it's taken everything
I call it a monster
My own personal monster
All it does is lie and cause a raging war in my brain
In my brain
Makes jumping in the deep one
The scariest thing
It tells me if I jump it'll only be my biggest mistake
Tells me I'm not worthy
That I should stay locked away
That the outside world is too dangerous for me
Tell me where should I go
How can I be free
I call it a monster
My own personal monster
It doesn't walk away
Till it's taken everything
I call it a monster
My own personal monster
All it does is lie and cause a raging war in my brain
In my brain
I call it a monster
My own personal monster
It doesn't walk away
Till it's taken everything
I call it a monster
My own personal monster
All it does is lie and cause a raging war in my brain
In my brain