I turned a blind eye on history
You turned my friends into enemies
And tainted every pop song
We'd go crazy about
Of all the thing that you didn't throw
The fancy gifts were the first to go
So the charity shops round here
All know me by name
(And think I'm insane)
Washed my mouth at 80 degrees
Tried a hundred different remedies
But I couldn't get the taste out
I never listen anymore
To the singers that you live for
The songs that I once adored
Had to cut my hair and paint the walls
All the things you think I wanted I
Don't want them anymore
Lost myself in a pile of books
I dance at parties now I don't care how it looks
To flirt with strangers never feel in danger
And let the room spin
Thinking back makes me curl me toes
The way I dressed up all lace ribbons and bows
Trying to please you
Oh when everything is so easy now
Washed my mouth at 80 degrees
Changed my name, went to therapy
But I couldn't get the taste out
And now I'm all fired up
From hanging about
I got this heartbeat baby tryin' to get out
And I got more than one good reason to shout
I'm never going back