Feel like I've got a monster in my head
Cause I just cause disasters and make a mess
Something inside me I try to forget
I black out, no sound, lay me down on an empty bed
Cause who can I trust if I can't trust myself
Is it enough if I just ask for help
Look what I've done who could I even tell
There ain't nobody
Never meant to cut you deep
I should have asked before I tried so
You could tell me if it started to hurt
Cnd I never would've crossed the line
Never meant to leave a scar
I wanted to do it right this time but
When I try to be honest
Sometimes
I still lie
Sometimes, sometimes, sometimes
I still lie
Sometimes, sometimes, sometimes
I still lie
Sometimes, sometimes, sometimes
I still lie
Sometimes, sometimes, sometimes
I still lie
Feels like there's something evil in my blood
I'm not like other people
Who deserve to be loved
Now I know there's nothing evil in my blood
But still I, I try to hide that I'm not good enough
I never meant to cut you deep
I should have asked before I tried so
You could tell me if it started to hurt
Cnd I never would've crossed the line
Never meant to leave a scar
I wanted to do it right this time but
When I try to be honest
Sometimes
I still lie
Sometimes, sometimes, sometimes
I still lie
Sometimes, sometimes, sometimes
I still lie
Sometimes, sometimes, sometimes
I still lie
Sometimes, sometimes, sometimes
I still lie